Truth

Truth is i cant be happy, truth is the end is inevitable, truth is i have no heart, truth is i cant love cause some great entity is not letting me. Truth is i wish i didnt have to grow up, truth is sometimes i wish i was never born, truth is im complex, truth is this world is cold so how can i keep warm. Truth is no matter how much i have ima still feel empty, truth is no matter when i was taken from my mom i was broken, truth is i still dont think im recovered. Truth is…………truth is that my life is a big facade to those who see me, and one big empty dark black galaxy to me. I have so much to give, but no one or nothing to give too cause once i get close its taken from me. Truth is that im only getting older, truth is i want to start a family and settle down already, truth is i wanna say i love you and mean it forever. Truth is i just wanna kno why i cant just live how i truly want to.