Soulus
I've realized that in life there are things you can control, and things you can't. Those things i cannot control will be the death of me.
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i want to talk to someone, but i feel like no one can ever relate to me 

Life of The Loner

I’ve had my brother beat me, and steal from me,

I had my mother give me up to my father due to her depression and addiction,

I moved to a new city only see that my family continued along as if i never left, 

I saw a father who ignored the fact that i was his son only because of the women in his life

I’ve lived a life in the middle always trying to find where I belong,

I graduated high school with honors and am about to graduate with my bachelors degree with high honors (only one in my family to do so)

but yet I still feel incomplete.

None of the relationship I had with girls ever worked out, they actually ended horribly all due to me.

When I look in the mirror I blame myself for all of it, i blame myself as if I gave them all a reason to do so,

But now I see the light at the end of the tunnel,

I see that it made me stronger even thought I feel weak at times,

I see that because of these people I have pushed myself to be better then them,

But why does it have to be this way?

Why does my own family have to be so broken,

I have no safety blanket, no one to fall back to in a time of crisis,

I am a lone wolf, forever alone.

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